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People need to make up their minds as to who or what they are to me so I know what all I am to them.... really....

To make things more clear, I need to know what they want from me so I can give it to them.

Before, they refused to have something or be something and now all the sudden it seems they changed their minds without telling me, so... wtf?

So, after she gives me the diagnosis and the possibilities as to what could happen, she then tells me that I am taking too many meds for my age and that also for my age I should not be so depressed, and that I should actually try exercising some time, and doing things for other people, rather than only thinking of myself.... she knows nothing of me, I only just saw her yesterday and spoke nothing of myself. She saw I was overweight, and that my eyes were as an old person's would be. So, she assumed that I do not exercise, that I only think of myself and never do anything good for other people. She also assumed that I only lived in the past and that I do absolutely nothing (this includes that I do not work at all) but read and sit on the computer all day. She also assumed that since I took care of my little brother, that I only do it because he was family, and that that didn't count as something kind to another person because he was as such.... Let me speak out here and now.



1. I exercise for an hour every day, and that does not include my nightly runs. So, thank you for the put down about my weight that I am trying to lose.

2. Until recently, I ONLY thought about other people and not myself. Teine reminded me that when he met me and when he saw me again, that all I thought about was other people, and he watched it make me go basically insane.

3. Just because I couldnt think of an instance where I did something nice for someone, doesn't mean I haven't. Why would an eye doctor ask such a question in such an offending way in the first place? So, you caught me off guard, and I'm not good at speaking of other things.

4. It was Teine who mentioned that I took care of my little brother and that, that was something to be proud of. You know what she said? It didn't count because he was family. Let me tell you something:

My family basically disowned me, I don't have to do shit for them. I do it not because they are family, but because I see them as people and because I think of other people, despite how much they've hurt me.

5. Do not assume I spend all day on the computer, that I don't work, or anything like that. I will admit, that I spend a lot of time on the computer. Hell, as a cashier, I use one at work just about the whole time I'm there as I'm working the register....

Yes, I am on the computer often. However, I work on the computer as well. I am taking up two more jobs that are online, and I am also writing my stories on Word, so naturally, I will be spending time on the computer. In addition, I will be going to college online for holistic medication.... AS I AM TRYING TO GET OFF THE MEDS I WAS PUT ON....HOWEVER, I spend my days off with my husband, doing errands, cooking, cleaning, playing with my cats, doing things like tai chi and my martial arts styles, ect. Just because our generation has electronics does not mean that's all I do.

6. Just because I had trouble in the past, does not mean I don't have troubles now. Do not tell me I can't feel shit from my past, and that it can't shape my present time because it can and does. Do not tell me that it is only in my past because my fucking past visits me frequently. It is because of my past that I am a better person. It is because of those that do love me that I am learning to also take care of myself. (thank you sis and Teine ^^).

7. And don't tell me that just because of my age that I have nothing to worry about, that I've been through nothing, and that I don't have a purpose in life, and that I am so self centered, because let me tell you something; you're wrong.

8. Also, as for my being on too many meds... As i've stated before, i'm into HOLISTIC medication, not conventional. I hate taking pills and I only just got on all the pills I did because I couldn't do it by myself anymore after so many years of ignoring my health to focus on other people. I needed a break until I got back on my own footing. I am not taking all these meds for the kicks of it, and do not dare make me sound like a junkie because guess what? I dislike drugs. The only drug I am addicted too, is caffeine.

yesterday, she made me feel like a selfish, lazy, bitchy person who did and does nothing with her life and that i never did anything to help anyone.

So, let me tell you something:

Everytime that I do something for only myself, I feel selfish, that it's wrong, STILL.

I fight to make myself to do things for myself.

Teine had to remind me the things I did and do for other people so I wouldn't get so depressed about myself.



I do not pity myself, and I dont want any one else's pity. I dislike pity. What I want is for someone to tell me that it is okay to get temporary help through medication while I rest my psychological/emotional well-being so I can function by myself again. I want someone to tell me that age does not matter when it comes to experiences, and I want someone to tell me that she was wrong.

COMMENTS

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Kieataya
16:56 May 22 2012

And again, you're fighting your case with the wrong people. Take this higher up to her superior and have her job for being unprofessional. You don't need to explain yourself to ANYONE. Least of all to some hack doctor who doesn't even know you.

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Phedre
17:56 May 22 2012

I never even told her anything. She asked, I couldn't think of anything, and then she babbled on... I just took it with a grain of salt and nodded. She wouldn't listen to me anyway she was one of those types. So I just... meh. Let her talk and then ranted to Teine later on the way to our next errand. He had to have this long talk with me just to get me to realize she was wrong and then the more I thought about it, the worse my thoughts about it were, and defensive I became. She was making herself sound so much a wonderful person, and myself as I have put up there in the journal. It was ridiculous. She was good with what she did eye wise. She explained how badly my eyes were spasming, and she was thorough in searching for any tears and whatnot at the back of my eyes.... but it was all afterwards. She said I looked depressed and all of this. I'm like... most people can see that.... but i've had that puppy look upon my face for as long as I could remember. *laughs* And then it went from there. I don't care that she tried to help, but she was acting a total bitch about it, was basically my rant. And all after telling me that I will go blind. sheesh, the woman knows how to get a person down from their high horse.

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POST COMMENT

Yesterday I went to get an exam and I got the same news as before... If I continue to strain my eyes a I do either there will be tears at the back of my eyes or the blood vessels will break. Neither will be able to be fixed once it happens.

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361. The Mask (1994) $119,938,730

362. I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry (2007) $119,684,970

363. Hook (1991) $119,654,900

364. Walk the Line (2005) $119,518,352

365. Blazing Saddles (1974) $119,500,000

366. G-Force (2009) $119,420,252

367. Total Recall (1990) $119,400,000

368. On Golden Pond (1981) $119,285,432

369. The Other Guys (2010) $119,219,978

370. Fahrenheit 9/11 (2004) $119,078,393

371. Hairspray (2007) $118,823,091

372. The Break-Up (2006) $118,683,135

373. Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events (2004) $118,627,117

374. Back to the Future Part II (1989) $118,500,000

375. The Sum of All Fears (2002) $118,471,320

376. Salt (2010) $118,311,368

377. Blades of Glory (2007) $118,153,533

378. Basic Instinct (1992) $117,727,224

379. Big Momma's House (2000) $117,559,438

380. Die Hard 2 (1990) $117,541,000

381. Horrible Bosses (2011) $117,528,646

382. Rocky (1976) $117,235,247

383. Jackass 3D (2010) $117,224,271

384. Ocean's Thirteen (2007) $117,144,465

385. Double Jeopardy (1999) $116,735,231

386. 8 Mile (2002) $116,724,075

387. S.W.A.T. (2003) $116,643,346

388. Green Lantern (2011) $116,593,191

389. Notting Hill (1999) $116,006,080

390. The Towering Inferno (1974) $116,000,000

391. Ghost Rider (2007) $115,802,596

392. You've Got Mail (1998) $115,731,542

393. Remember the Titans (2000) $115,648,585

394. District 9 (2009) $115,646,235

395. The Karate Kid, Part II (1986) $115,103,979

396. American Graffiti (1973) $115,000,000

397. Big (1988) $114,968,774

398. Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story (2004) $114,324,072

399. The Village (2004) $114,195,633

400. Bolt (2008) $114,053,579

401. Wild Wild West (1999) $113,745,408

402. The Addams Family (1991) $113,502,246

403. The Patriot (2000) $113,330,342

404. The Pacifier (2005) $113,006,880

405. Dr. Dolittle 2 (2001) $112,950,721

406. It's Complicated (2009) $112,703,470

407. Spy Kids (2001) $112,692,062

408. Ghostbusters II (1989) $112,494,738

409. Face/Off (1997) $112,225,777

410. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975) $112,000,000

411. Twins (1988/I) $111,936,400

412. Spy Kids 3-D: Game Over (2003) $111,760,631

413. Doctor Zhivago (1965) $111,722,000

414. Enemy of the State (1998) $111,544,445

415. The Last Samurai (2003) $111,110,575

416. Valentine's Day (2010/I) $110,476,776

417. Tropic Thunder (2008) $110,416,702

418. Fun with Dick and Jane (2005) $110,332,737

419. Freaky Friday (2003) $110,222,438

420. The Grudge (2004) $110,175,871

421. Scary Movie 3 (2003) $110,000,082

422. Bedtime Stories (2008) $109,993,847

423. The Little Mermaid (1989) $109,859,444

424. Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home (1986) $109,713,132

425. Crocodile Dundee II (1988) $109,306,210

426. The 40 Year Old Virgin (2005) $109,243,478

427. Couples Retreat (2009) $109,176,215

428. A Time to Kill (1996) $108,706,165

429. Black Hawk Down (2001) $108,638,745

430. Terms of Endearment (1983) $108,423,489

431. Ace Ventura: When Nature Calls (1995) $108,360,000

432. The Princess Diaries (2001) $108,244,774

433. Superman II (1980) $108,200,000

434. Hop (2011) $108,012,170

435. Pulp Fiction (1994) $107,930,000

436. Paranormal Activity (2007) $107,917,283

437. Watchmen (2009) $107,503,316

438. A League of Their Own (1992) $107,458,785

439. Batman & Robin (1997) $107,285,004

440. Black Swan (2010) $106,952,327

441. Miss Congeniality (2000) $106,807,667

442. Chicken Run (2000) $106,793,915

443. Analyze This (1999) $106,694,016

444. GoldenEye (1995) $106,635,996

445. Indecent Proposal (1993) $106,614,100

446. Driving Miss Daisy (1989) $106,593,296

447. Love Story (1970) $106,400,000

448. Kramer vs. Kramer (1979) $106,300,000

449. The Italian Job (2003) $106,126,012

450. Every Which Way But Loose (1978) $105,918,400

451. How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (2003) $105,807,520

452. Porky's (1982) $105,500,000

453. The First Wives Club (1996) $105,444,419

454. Interview with the Vampire: The Vampire Chronicles (1994) $105,264,608

455. George of the Jungle (1997) $105,263,257

456. Robin Hood (2010) $105,219,735

457. Phenomenon (1996) $104,632,573

458. The Graduate (1967) $104,397,102

459. The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader (2010) $104,383,624

460. The Princess and the Frog (2009) $104,374,107

461. American Wedding (2003) $104,354,205

462. Daddy Day Care (2003) $104,148,781

463. Road to Perdition (2002) $104,054,514

464. Paranormal Activity 3 (2011) $104,007,828

465. Dick Tracy (1990) $103,738,726

466. Dreamgirls (2006) $103,338,338

467. Nine to Five (1980) $103,290,500

468. Just Go with It (2011) $103,028,109

469. Scream (1996/I) $103,001,286

470. The Expendables (2010) $102,981,571

471. Jaws 2 (1978) $102,922,376

472. Bambi (1942) $102,797,150

473. The General's Daughter (1999) $102,678,089

474. The Aviator (2004) $102,608,827

475. Daredevil (2003) $102,543,518

476. The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo (2011) $102,515,793

477. In the Line of Fire (1993) $102,314,283

478. Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (1969) $102,308,900

479. Mary Poppins (1964) $102,300,000

480. Journey 2: The Mysterious Island (2012) $102,273,112

481. The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor (2008) $102,176,165

482. American Pie (1999) $101,736,215

483. Journey to the Center of the Earth (2008) $101,702,060

484. Gone in Sixty Seconds (2000) $101,643,008

485. Maverick (1994) $101,631,272

486. Sleeping with the Enemy (1991) $101,580,000

487. Stir Crazy (1980) $101,500,000

488. Scream 2 (1997) $101,334,374

489. Eraser (1996) $101,228,120

490. The Prince of Egypt (1998) $101,217,900

491. Unforgiven (1992) $101,157,447

492. Eagle Eye (2008) $101,111,837

493. Con Air (1997) $101,087,161

494. Sleepy Hollow (1999) $101,068,340

495. Contact (1997) $100,853,835

496. The Pelican Brief (1993) $100,768,056

497. Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle (2003) $100,685,880

498. Vanilla Sky (2001) $100,614,858

499. The Rugrats Movie (1998) $100,491,683

500. Airport (1970) $100,489,150

501. Step Brothers (2008) $100,468,793

502. Due Date (2010) $100,448,498

503. Dr. Seuss' The Cat in the Hat (2003) $100,446,895

504. Million Dollar Baby (2004) $100,422,786

505. Casper (1995) $100,328,194

506. Bad Teacher (2011) $100,292,856

507. Evan Almighty (2007) $100,289,690

508. Shakespeare in Love (1998) $100,241,322

509. Jumanji (1995) $100,200,000

510. Yogi Bear (2010) $100,169,068

511. Se7en (1995) $100,125,340

512. The Hunchback of Notre Dame (1996) $100,117,603

513. Parenthood (1989) $100,050,000

514. You Don't Mess with the Zohan (2008) $100,018,837

515. Die Hard: With a Vengeance (1995) $100,012,500

516. Collateral (2004) $100,003,492

Today is not only a happy day for mothers, but, it can be a dreadfully sad day as well...



Some of you remember my ordeal when my best friend and first love (female) Kay died.... Well, today is also her 21st birthday.... or would be. I'm sure you all can imagine where I am going with this... her mother.

Her mother misses a third birthday with her eldest daughter, and in addition... it being the 21st, and it is mother's day. For those who do not know....



Kay died January 8th, 2009, of suicide. It was three days before my 18th birthday. I will admit, it was a horrible event, as people from across the world knew of kay's influence, and even those who I did not know knew kay, knew her family, and therefore, knew what happened.



I can't express the sadness today, or the happiness. All I can say is, if you are a mother, please be a mom today and call up your children and speak with them. If you are a child and you do not speak with your mother, please call her up, or visit even (mothers too)....



So one day, you will not have to go through this.

As a mother of two kitties, and a wanna be mother of children, I can't even begin to know how much pain this would hold for her, and all I can say is...



Happy mother's day, and happy birthday Kay. I miss speaking with you sweetheart...

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Isis101
19:47 May 13 2012

In general, we should all appreciate the loved ones in our lives...everyday.

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A person my fb said "Alabama was a state against gay marriage. And I thought to my self that's one of the states that cousins can marry cousins. So what is wrong with that picture? Incest is ok but same sex marriage isn't? I don't get it...."



You know what? I don't get it either. Someone care to explain? AND DONT YOU DARE MENTION RELIGION BECAUSE GOD DOESN'T CONDONE INCEST EITHER!

it's right for blood relatives to marry, but not those who are of the same sex? At least they (no offense) can give good homes to kids and not risk genetic mutation.... is that why people want straight people to marry straight people? because of the whole 'only they can beget children through conception' thing and stuff? ugh....

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SystematicxNeuragalia
17:02 May 10 2012

It should matter if you are gay or straight if you are in love with someone and want to marry I'm all for i... the marry your cousins is really sick and make me want to puke....

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So I wake up this morning, and not long afterwards, I feel that sickly lead / turned on gravity feeling in addition to stronger nausea than usual. I am not sure exactly what caused it.... but I told Teine and he was like... okay.... and tried to tell me to be less vague about it texting... hello, i feel like lead, not going to move easily....

and when he comes in he doesn't even ask how I was. R'asha was the one who came to me and laid on top of me with the concerned look.

And he gave more attention to her.

Later on, i was able to walk around, I ate some food, and then sat on the loveseat. R'asha and Tsuki were playing, and R'asha jumped up on the table, slide across it, and the things in her path fell to the floor. a steak knife fell blade down on top of my foot. Fortunately it didn't even scratch me, but what the hell...?

Anyway, meh...

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NoctisLucisCaelum
17:38 May 09 2012

R'asha should get an extra treat for showing how much she cares about you. :)

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